
im so fucking sick of being alone. but i dont want anyone. what the fuck is wrong in my head!
Its fucking rediculous you have made your way back into my brain this much!
sit back and watch me destroy myself.

im so fucking sick of being alone. but i dont want anyone. what the fuck is wrong in my head!
Its fucking rediculous you have made your way back into my brain this much!
sit back and watch me destroy myself.

you are who you are because, you hate yourself so fucking much.
but now everyone else hates you even more.

im ready for anything!
deadset done with giving a fuck the majority of people i know id say theres a tight 10 people i give a fuck about. rest of you fairweather friends can eat shit!
met some amazing people in the last year or so true mates that stand by me and me by them. they arent perfect at all and i wouldnt want them to be. im glad they fuck up and sometimes wrong me because it makes you realise just how much they do mean when you are willing to forgive them and they forgive you.
my life is boss as fuck i do what i want when i want with some of the raddest cunts you can imagine. lifes been a party for about 4 months now and it doesnt look like its slowing down much at all. i just need to fit a job in there somewhere and lifes g!
havent posted in ages so basically life consists of : mates,drugs,drinks,clubs,partys,roadtrips and a bit of surfing lately which has been boss as fuck!
would definately be bmx it used to be my only care in the world. i would drink and smoke all night with the boys after a nice long day of riding somewhere. not a care in the fucking world!
i miss the freedom of just jumping on my bike! i remember when me and my mum would fight and i would just…
this blog bland wrote just made me realise how much bmx was a better part of my life then i ever realised. the long ass missions getting blind drunk and high as shit. deffinately times that are and always will be close to my heart… ps. fuck i want a fucking bike again!